I looked on Google images, and I don't see any. Just art of it. I would love to see pictures of one of it exists. I love our symbol, and I love neon lights even more.

I think it would be cool if there was one with a white chalice, reddish-orange rings, and a flame made up of three different tubes. A yellow one, a slightly bigger reddish-orange one around it, and a bigger red one around that. If I made neon signs, I'd make one.

The more research I do on UU the more acronyms with UU in the middle I find. But I've been wondering how these should be pronounced. Like with CUUPS, do you just say "C-U-U-P-S"? Or do you say it more like "coops"? Or maybe "cups"? But that feels like it's leaving off a u. So maybe "cuh-uh-ps". I love words and things like this fascinate me.

I am in my early 20s and I grew up in a Christian household and was taught that Jesus was the only way and whatnot. Evangelical charismatic Christian Churches. I remember thinking "how is this true? It doesn't make sense. But my parents and everyone at church says it's true and that God works in mysterious ways, so I guess it is." I had questions, but I never asked them. I was definitely afraid of hell.

Within the past couple years I started deconstructing my faith and figuring out things for myself. What feels right to me? I then believed in annihilation, which means non-christians just cease to exist rather than going to hell when they die. I'm starting to think that maybe universalism is correct. That we're all going to heaven no matter what.

Ome thing I'm even more unsure about is trinitarianism or unitarianism. I was taught that Jesus is God's son, is God, and that they're the Holy Spirit. I'm about 87% sure that I still believe that. I'm 100% sure that I still believe that Jesus died on the cross to save us from our sins.

My friend told me about their UU congregation and I looked it up. What do UUs believe? Upon reading, my first thought was "I like and agree with just about all of this, except the whole Jesus is just a prophet/messenger, and isn't God". I started going to this congregation and have been 3 times now. I want to keep going.

Is it common to find trinitarian universalists attending a UU church? Am I going to be the single weird outlier that doesn't fit in at all? Is UU maybe not right for me? And before you suggest I look at The Episcopal Church, I do go to one, and still attend sometimes. I currently plan on attending both for awhile.