before the pandemic I used to go to church every weekend. not only that, but I would also help with childcare and go to re and owl on sunday afternoons. now, church is all through zoom and it just doesn't feel the same to me. so I rarely go to the church zoom meetings. it doesn't help that I usually work on Sundays. I still consider myself religious and spend time every day being spiritual, but I feel bad for not going to online church.